Through my paintings I hope to
exploit the ways in which standardized beauty operates within contemporary
society. The art historical trope of
the pastoral nude provides the context for exploring a violent collision
between this idea of standardized beauty and the grotesque. I seek to transform the pastoral nude into a
fusion of pornographic imagery and abstract brushwork, which comprises
machine-like organisms of undulating flesh, disjointed limbs, and externalized
internal organs. These landscapes
exhibit the contemporary attempt at universalizing beauty: restricting,
drilling, binding, and transforming the body into a massive flesh wound of
homogenized and mechanically reproduced territory, much like the contemporary
environmental landscape. Plastic
surgery, acrylic nails, and commodified sexuality serve as motifs that
represent the pain we inflict upon our bodies to achieve beauty.
The
elusive nature of pornography, the way that it functions beneath the lace of
society’s lingerie as simultaneously visible and invisible, also interests
me. Porn occupies a significant part of
the American population’s private life, but becomes censored and subliminal
within public discourse. I seek to
create paintings which illuminate this relationship between revealment and
concealment.