My
Higher Self created an image of itself and my astral body ten years
ago in 2001 hidden under a layer of paint until I reached the pick
of the spiritual maturing and able to fully understand The Divine
Light by Reiki Initiation . The Third Eye Chakra (Sanskrit name is
Ajna)
opened in “unexpected, rare and astonishing”,- said my Reiki
Master. She told me that in her carrier and over 400 initiated
students she never experienced the magnitude and tenacity of the
energies created light tornado inside and outside of my body. Admitting the fact
that she doesn't have a permission for continue to be my spiritual
adviser and the Higher Teacher comes to me and points to a right
direction, practice and tests my clairvoyance and other spiritual
abilities, help to discover a future life path where will be the
answers about spiritual quest, learn and collect enough of the
Divine wisdom for success accomplishment of the noble purpose of my
soul. All that took place in 2003.
At
that time trapped in very very dark space after ambushed by serious
of tragic events, life changing battles surviving profound absolute
crises that change my path totally but left crashed and shattered
after confrontation with death, with nothing wishing to die in
infinite sadness and despair. The amazing inner and spiritual
evolving process tempered by sever damage and following consequences
has been postponed for a few more years. These years living in the
shallow grave with never rising sun of hope, I dug myself out one
teaspoon at the time until 2009. Another year took because of a life
treating health issues, shocking to the internal system, organs
removing surgery and prolong and complicated recovery*.
Slowly
returned to my artistic personality and desire to revise and moderate
already existed artwork sparked and uncovered hidden answers with
solid evidences supported with visual material images as undeniable
reference.(see copy at the end)
The
spiritual growth picked up the speed and strength pulling me forward
to the greatest and happiest climax of one of the kind spiritual
awakening by Christmas 2010. Each and every spiritual steps has a
story and I wrote separately and available upon reader's request.
Although, paying with full respect and gratitude for the opportunity
to be on the level of understand things told by my Reiki Master years
back and it is sacred to me. The follow is a part of this private
collection and revealed with no needs nor interest for extended
publicity. Thank you for reading. God bless to all!
The
artistic talent is a cosmic gift. There are no limits to imagination.
The Manipura opens a connection through the astral light and the
vision of that connection comes before all other senses. The eyes of
the artist have an ability to see invisible and create a masterpiece
on white piece of paper. Since the Third Eye Chakra opened first
time and process of self-discovery begins, my artistic abilities rose
dramatically. When other people seeing that as result practicing
artistic skills "sharping pencil and blending colors" I saw
something at that time was a complete mystery. 10 years later I found
the answer. I drew the picture "My life" in 2001 and like
always had an idea how will be look alike when its done. From the
upper left corner at young age then coming down on right side myself
at the age 30 and after on the left bottom planning to drew myself in
the future using current photo with a bit aging enhancement. Instead
of that I drew a picture of the horror (see my photos "My life")
I
got very mad of myself thought the drawing is ruin and almost rip in
pieces then had a second look and decide to keep it like that. Cover
all empty space with a layer of paint. That second look came with a
thought of rational logic. Maybe this is my future going to be look
alike, I don't know but that face with hollow eye deformed and
freighting to think more, but saw in that portrait something
complete and finished. 2 years later my life faced serious of prolog
catastrophic events ultimately testing my soul in the mortal
battlefield. This challenge was near death including loss, betrayal
and more (poem At the Darkness) The drawing appears in my vision and
memory after the impact. There is no question this was a prediction
but until 2010 I couldn't fully understand the origin of this
prediction. the picture and uncovered amazing truth A year ago I
decided to drew a remix by erasing a top layer of paint on the top
right side. (See my photos “Remix”) Underneath the layer I found
transparent image of my astral body and Higher Ego. I couldn't
believe in own eyes, there are proof of It's existence, a visible ID
that can see clearer that watermark. My Ego drew future and preserve
a visual of It and astral body under the layer of paint until the
right time comes for me to understand. The right time came when I
have the knowledge about my Ego and astral body and thought I knew
pretty much all about. But the new discovery helped me not only to
see how Its look alike but also explained some other drawings and
paintings that puzzled me. See (my photos “Extreme Mind
Distraction”). When a hand created something and the image
appearing in front of me does giving a strange feeling, as if I am
watching graphic program fast drawing on the computer and have no
idea what it is and what will become when done. Pretty amazing to
realize the different between me drawing and me drawing on spiritual
level. This is happens in very rare occasion and only draws for me to
decode something I have to know. Hopefully I will experience that
again.
