on a bike ride with a new friend last weekend, we got into a discussion
about social responsibilities as 'artists.' if we are agents of change
in some other way in the world, does that excuse us from the burden of
using our art to effect change?if he is developing renewable energy
sources and i am working with homeless, can our respective art forms be
just for us to do with as we wish? or are we, by mere virtue of being artists
who care about social change, beholden to a deeper responsibility to
also and always use our artistic endeavors in a socially responsible and
response way?
i mean, obviously, self-care and expression are important. if my art
making sustains the parts of me that are otherwise outwardly involved,
then of course there is some inherent worth in it. but is that enough?
or does every artist have inherent responsibility to engage with social,
political and environmental issues in a conscious way THROUGH their
chosen medium? is the world worse off if we don't? am i worse off if i
don't?
as if to clarify or confuse the issue i was already beset by.. i sat down to watch the first few minutes of the new zeitgeist film. it opens with a quote: "in a decaying society, art, if it is truthful, must also reflect decay and unless it wants to break faith with its social function, art must show the world as changeable and help to change it." the quote is by ernst fischer, and though i really haven't delved deep enough into marxism to know how i truly feel about it, the idea that the artist bears the same social burdens as all citizens is poignant.
when there are countless wars, injustices and inexcusable ignorances multiplying across the globe.. can i just make something pretty to please myself? i'm thinking probably not.
i am delighted by this new website - such an improvement over the old
one, even though it's going to take me awhile to get everything
uploaded. as i'm uploading my artwork i'm realizing just how many pieces
of mine are inspired by the words and poetry of those i adore. it's the
way i have of digesting the meaning and impact of the world around me.
a lot of sadness is also coming up for me as i upload these images - as
so many of my pieces have been sold and are basically lost to me forever. for years, i thought my value as an
artist was based on how quickly and for how much i could sell my work . but, because of the deep personal meaning of each piece, i never
really honored the attachment i had for these pieces and the symbolic
significance they each held for me. and, now, looking back, there are quite a few i wish i could "unsell" and put on my wall to fuel my own meditations and introspection. it amazes me that i could (and continue to) put a dollar amount on this artistic process that has been channeling itself through me all these years. of course, i'm grateful for those who saw (and see) my artwork as something to worthy of their time, money, reflection and appreciation. but, still, i miss some of those pieces!
